{"id":181,"date":"2013-03-23T11:06:43","date_gmt":"2013-03-23T10:06:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/?p=181"},"modified":"2013-05-14T18:18:43","modified_gmt":"2013-05-14T17:18:43","slug":"16-mask","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/?p=181","title":{"rendered":"16 Mask"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"id_514d7bb1e803e3e74063667\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000; font-family: tahoma,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 16px;\">Peter made a picture of my face today in hospital, because he wanted to show how the fabric of the mask had left a mark on my face.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: #ff0000; font-family: tahoma,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 16px;\"><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/16.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-493 aligncenter\" alt=\"16\" src=\"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/16-300x154.jpg\" width=\"300\" height=\"154\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/16-300x154.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/16.jpg 480w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nWell, it left a mark on my soul too. This was no fun, putting it very mildly. I can see the horror in my eyes on this picture. Yes, it was THAT bad. It started out pretty good with a clear talk about the 30 radiation treatments I will have. And the mask thing wasn&#8217;t t&#8230;hat bad either. It was a soft and warm kind of plastic that was placed over my face, but with room to breathe. Than I had the CAT scan, so I was left alone and then the plastic hardened. Scary stuff if you&#8217;re clastrofobic like I am. I felt trapped. And then I remembered what I wrote here earlier and leaned back into your love. And it actually worked. I calmed down. Somewhat. My hody went in some sort of shock, though. It didn&#8217;t stopped shaking and in the privacy of our own toilet I threw up. Still feeling sick as we speak. This was heavy shit.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: #ff0000; font-family: tahoma,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 16px;\"> Good news is that we don&#8217;t have any hospital appointments this coming week. So I can finally relax !!!! O happy days!!!<\/span><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Peter made a picture of my face today in hospital, because he wanted to show how the fabric of the mask had left a mark on my face. Well, it left a mark on my soul too. This was no fun, putting it very mildly. I can see the horror in my eyes on this [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=181"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":618,"href":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions\/618"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=181"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=181"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sylicious.com\/braindumps\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=181"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}