BE love and let love be …

As you might know, I strongly believe that the Universe is talking to us in various way. So I’m open for signs. And this one we pass on our way to hospital: The text in the hand makes my heart jump up a bit: ‘HET KAN!’ is Dutch for ‘It’s possible!’ Great thought to hold […]

As much as I love our huge Dobermann, I also adore the West Highland Terrier. Already have his name picked out…Spikey. Having two dogs is a bit much during these circumstances, so Peter surprised me today with this toy version! So Spikey is home xxx and I’m glad we are too xxx Long day with […]

Getting ready for radiation no. 5. Feels weird. Just 5? It feels like I’m doing this way longer. But after this one 25 more to go. Getting closer. Had a bad start this morning. Enjoyed my shower, but then got sick. Real sick. Feeling better now. Just had some coffee. Now back to water. Ah […]

Good day! I understand if that feels like a weird comment for this picture, but radiation went well again. I felt calm and relaxed. Getting the hang of it. And after this was done, Peter drove us to a parking lot nearby the sea in Scheveningen where we stayed in the car enjoying the view, […]

Please say HI to the newest member of Team Meds. Yesterday I woke up with a nasty headache and basically feeling sick. We went to hospital for the second radiation and told the nurse how I felt and an appointment with the doctor was arranged after the radiation that went very well. I was calm […]

Meet my newest cutie pie!!!! With a BIG thanks to Jeannette and Dion. Love at first sight xxx Now I need a good name, hahaha. We named him Mr. Beam… as a reminder of the first radiation today.

This song kept playing in my head during radiation; it helped me through: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MN7j-LCgaiE&feature=youtube_gdata_player I’ve never liked masks and I don’t like to be pinned down. And this treatment combines both. I’ll have a lot of this moments coming up (tomorrow is the next one) so fingers crossed I’ll get used to it. First chemo and […]