Sylicious' Braindumps

….On the road with a brain tumor

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22 Blessing after blessing

Another gem in my mailbox…

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21 Vid Van Kit

This day already started pretty good (the higher dose of anti-epileptic meds is truly magic…starting to feel like me again! And yes, I happen to think that’s a good thing *grin*) but finding a vid in my mailbox with these two talented and handsome guys, was giving the day a special glow. Their message is […]

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20 Welcome Sunny!

Look at my new friend! He arrived by mail today and I’ve named him Sunny, because the room became a little brighter when I pulled him out of the box. Nicole, I really love this soft guy. Thank you SO much. ♥

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19 Let’s hear it for the Team

On Thursday April 4 my radiation treatment is scheduled at 10.15 am (Dutch time, obviously) and my chemo will start an hour earlier. So Team Meds can start their warming up. Fingers crossed they will restore the balance in my cells and find a way to slow the tumour down. Let’s hear it for the […]

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18 Waves waving goodbye?

Quick update: according to one of my neuro doctors, the ‘waves’ I’ve been experiencing (hot/cold sensations, strange pulsing in my face, dizzy, feeling sick and like I’m gonna faint) are (light) epileptic seizures too. These waves came like every 15 minutes, also during the night. So my energy level was dropping fast. But now I […]

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17 Meet Team Meds

I like to introduce you to another support team: Team Meds. These little angels are gonna help us to slow down the tumour and to give me the strength to keep walking this path. So please say HI to them and embrace their presence, so they will be even more injected by light and carry […]

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16 Mask

Peter made a picture of my face today in hospital, because he wanted to show how the fabric of the mask had left a mark on my face. Well, it left a mark on my soul too. This was no fun, putting it very mildly. I can see the horror in my eyes on this […]

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15 Pieces of the puzzle

Finding new pieces of the puzzle is so exciting, even though I still don’t have a clue what the big picture looks like (then again…does any of us know?) But this piece is very beautiful. It started with sharing in my status that I submitted the last contribution for my freelance job. I just didn’t […]

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14 Loving Life NOW

As I’ve shared with you before, one of my major processes (in life, not just now) is about ‘accepting the What Is’ (mainly by letting go of what I think I need and focusing on the people and activities that make my heart sing and my soul dance. To see the world – the whole […]

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13 Loving my tumour?

What an amazing journey this is. These last few days, or weeks even, I’ve received some important pieces of this jigsaw puzzle, also known as process. It’s fascinating how clear your mind gets when there’s a tumour in it. One of the first things I noticed during this new path, was the gathering of all […]

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