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….On the road with a brain tumor

14 Loving Life NOW

Written By: SYL - Mar• 19•13

As I’ve shared with you before, one of my major processes (in life, not just now) is about ‘accepting the What Is’ (mainly by letting go of what I think I need and focusing on the people and activities that make my heart sing and my soul dance. To see the world – the whole universe even – as one big cooperation.

union in one piece

The minute I ask myself ‘where’s the cooperation in all of this?’ possibilities and solutions present themselves. It pulls me out of the Victim Role and turns me into a participant. And that works for me. It may not be your choice, your way, your path. This is not about being right or wrong. This is about finding a way to deal with the path I find myself right now and for me it’s not about battles. My challenge is to deal with it with love.

And you’re helping me with that by showing me the love as you’ve been doing from the start. Please realise how important that is and how grateful I am. I feel extremely peaceful now I’ve been made a…ware of new ways to look at things. With love.

Yesterday, during one of the talks in hospital, one doctor said that the treatment will attack the wrong cells, but also the good ones. And I know what she was trying to say, but I noticed how I immediately thought ‘this is not a battle. It’s not an attack’. And I felt this peace inside. Trust. Trust the love.

Again, it’s not about the outcome. It’s about loving life NOW. Enjoying what we have. I was already walking that path, but it’s more intense now.

Another hospital appointment today. The radiation talk. The making of the mask. Not something I look forward to, but I know I can lean back into your love. And I will. xxxx

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